DON'T LET IT FOOL YOU. (2020 BEGINS)

29 days into 2020 and I'm gonna start off by writing what I have been wanting to hear from myself. The following are going to be a random array of sentences, a little bit like free association writing.

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You are unique. And yeah they all say everyone is unique but you are more unique than others. You are talented. You have all the world's resources to make something great. You have the desire. You have the fire. You don't need to tag along or follow someone just because you feel inferior to them. You can create your own kingdom, your own empire.

Sometimes your mind works too fast for your body to keep up. In such cases, when you slow down, you end up feeling impatient and frustrated. You think you're dumb. You think you're wasting time. A series of unnecessary and negative thoughts hit you and try to take you down You plop yourself on the bed and start scrolling through your phone. And end up more annoyed with your apparent inability to handle yourself. What you don't realize though, is that this disorder is a part of the journey. You have to go through this state of pseudo-disorder which has discipline and order hidden in it to reach your ideal end. Don't let it fool you. A dreamer like you, a learner like you...don't let your fleeting attention-deficit phases fool you into thinking you're no good. 

You are brilliant. 

But you must work hard and smart. 

YOU MUST WORK HARD AND SMART.

The Earth still revolves around the Sun. You are exactly where you need to stand today. You are not worthless. You have great, great potential. 

2020 WILL BE GREAT. YOU WILL MAKE IT GREAT.

XOX, 

INSANE LITTLE BRUNETTE.