BIG FRESH START, CALL THE DOC

God, I love writing. 

Blogging, specifically. 

I'm not even gonna begin describing the ups and downs and ups (and downs???) from August 2020 to the early days of March 2021. 

Biggest news though - I came out victorious and surprise, surprise!! YOURS TRULY is now a doctor. YASSSSSS!!!!!!! 

Winner on the block aye. 

Its funny how so much of life's issues/experiences/problems just require expression. Like mate, tbh, you just need to get it out. Somewhere. To someone. To something. That's it. And you're on your way out of it. 

I remember watching movies where people's personal lives used to have all kinds of crazy ups and downs and I remember them focusing on and keeping their professional lives intact and stable no matter what their personal lives threw at them. I used to wonder how they did that, 'cause like lol??? How do you work when your head and heart feels all messed up?? 

Like you feel frozen and you want to nap, day in and day out, like your mind is stuck in some sort of time...wrap? Warp?? Time-machine? I'm no good at this one, but it's what you say when minutes and oh hours and oh days and oh maybe weeks (whoops) rush by and it feels like you're waiting on someone or something that's never gonna happen. 

Yeahhhh, the above couple lines are not gonna make sense to you if it hasn't happened to you. You either totally get it or you don't. 

I'm hoping you don't get it, 'cause its not a very nice place to be in. But if you get what I'm saying, I hope you successfully came out of that phase. 

I'm still coming out of it and hey no modesty, I think I'm doing frigging amazing. I will claw, climb, run, walk, crawl and do whatever it takes to get mentally and emotionally out of a place where I don't belong. 

Oh, also did I mention? I became a doctor. 

Yours truly, 

Insane Little Brunette.