CONTROL AND CALMNESS, PLEASE

Y'ALL, THIS NOT-HAVING-INTERNET-DURING-TRAVELLING IS SO ANNOYING, WHAT EVEN.

Everytime I write, I can't say for sure when I'll have internet again.

Anyways, know that I'm always with you. 

How are you? How are you doing? 

So, I was thinking something. 

Instead of getting mad over irregular internet, I decided I'd spend all that time getting to know myself more. 

I'll give you an example. 

Did you ever feel like life was driving you here and there and you were just flowing along with feelings without having any control over it or without putting your mind into it?

And then you were like, "WAIT. STOP. WHAT AM I HEADING TOWARDS?! THIS SHALL NOT BE MY LIFE"

So you just take some time off to reflect on what you're doing.

I'm not saying changing your life by the moment. I'd be happy if I could just lay in bed and stare up at the ceiling fan or something for as much time as I need. 

Just to calm myself down. Just to not feel breathless without doing anything lmao.

Calmness time. My time. Your time.

Xoxo

INSANE LITTLE BRUNETTE.