YOU ARE HERE. YOU WANT TO BE THERE.

There are certain situations in life where you find yourself and only one thing comes to your mind.

What am I doing? 

I can't be fake anymore. I can't pretend anymore.

It makes me sad and sick. 

Did you ever find yourself in a situation where something's happening and you're not at peace with it? Like you're just there so other people don't feel bad. 

But you're standing there and you're thinking about all the wonderful places you would MUCH RATHER BE AT.

But you're not there. You're here. And it makes you claustrophobic. You look around and you wonder how everybody is so content and happy while you're secretly feeling breathless with the desire to leave. 

I hate that feeling. It makes me feel....helpless. Like I'm powerless and I have no control over my happiness or my life. 

I'm here. And I want to be there. 

Xoxo

Insane Little Brunette.