THE COMFORT IN THE MUD

I am cold and I’m tired with the STUPIDITY of people.

I just sneezed twice. 

I wish I could sneeze all my feelings out. 

My heart, head, mind, body, soul EVERYTHING HURTS with everything that I have been and I realise HOW MUCH I DO NOT NOT NOOOOOOOTTTTT WANT TO BE THE SAME PERSON ANYMORE.

PLEASE. PLEASE, DEAR UNIVERSE, PLEASE. CHANGE EVERYTHING IN ME. TURN ME MORE MAGICAL, STRONGER, SMARTER, MORE EDUCATED, WISER, COOLER. Suck all stupidity out of me.

Give me strength to go through all hardships, I’m so sick of the comfort in the mud. 

I got back from a hard evening a while ago and I was going to cast everything aside and idk watch a movie and I was like.....This. This is exactly the thing that is killing me. I need to write instead. I need to shout.

I need to keep shouting until people hear me.

XOXO

INSANE LITTLE BRUNETTE.