I LOST MYSELF IN THOSE BLUE LIGHTS (Part 1)

Have you ever just REALLY LIKED TALKING to someone??


Like it makes you feel crazy the WHOLE TIME WHEN YOU ARE NOT TALKING TO THEM. 


You can't help it. Everytime they text you it makes you smile because for one moment, you don't have to question if they were thinking about you. 


YOU CONNECT WITH THEM, AND IT MAKES YOU A LITTLE MAD EVERYTIME YOU DON'T.


It happened with me a few days ago so this is what I did.


I WAS SO DAMN MISERABLE THAT I KNEW EVERY FIBRE OF MY BEING WAS SHOUTING AT ME TO GO VENT MY FEELINGS OUT AMONG THOSE MAGICAL BLUE LIGHTS AT KARAOKE.


So I went. Alone. 


I WAS THINKING ABOUT HIM THE WHOLE TIME BECAUSE WE HADN'T SPOKEN MUCH IN TWO DAYS AND IDK I THINK I WAS.....INSECURE? SCARED?? IDK LOL.


I walked into those shining lights in that dark room alone, feeling like those strong, badass girls who didn't need anyone.


And then this is what I did.


(To be continued)


~Insane Little Brunette, losing and finding herself in the blue lights.