IS HE IGNORING ME??

I once asked a friend if he had a girlfriend and this is what he said, 

"Not yet. And I'm not searching for one. I'm not ready to be in a good and strong relationship, I think."

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OK WHAT.

I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW GUYS AS HONEST AND CLEAR-MINDED AS THIS EXISTED. 


So this is what I said,

"THAT IS AMAZING. 

I REALLY REALLY LIKE YOUR HONESTY OMG. 

And I understand those questions a guy asks himself about why he can't stay with someone like the rest of his friends. I understand it very well, because I've been through the same thing.

I've been through this "why can't I stay with someone" so many times that sometimes it makes me feel tired. As for complicated, let's just say that guys don't understand me. Because I overthink. I overthink why he doesn't want to talk to me. I overthink stupid shit like why did he not message me in the morning? Is he ignoring me? Is he talking to someone else? Does he not like me anymore but is too polite to say it? Should I message him first? 

I'm this kind of a person - 'You turned the page. I burned the book.'

Yah lol, I know I can be insecure."

AND HE BEING THE NICE PERSON THAT HE IS, TOLD ME IT IS NORMAL AND HUMAN TO BE LIKE THIS SOMETIMES AND HE FEELS SO TOO AT TIMES. 

I HAVE LOVELY FRIENDS. 

THANK YOU. 


~Insane Little Brunette, dealing with insecurity.