I KEEP WINNING. HE DOESN'T DESERVE ME.

God, I am just writing and writing.


I don't know any other way to lessen the pain.


Btw, my new keyboard just came and it's the coolest thing ever.


It's golden and I like it sooooo much.


Lol I swear time gap is so annoying especially when it's huge af. YOU LOSE OUT SOOOO MUCH TIME YOU COULD HAVE SPENT TALKING AND CONNECTING WITH EACH OTHER.


WHAT THE HELL AM I WRITING?


I don't like this girl.


Me. I don't like me. 


I DON'T LIKE HOW I PAUSE EVERYTHING WHILE WAITING FOR ONE PARTICULAR PERSON'S TEXTS.


MY NAILS ARE MAKING IT DIFFICULT FOR ME TO WRITE WTF.


Wait, I'll find a nail-cutter.


BETTER.



I am just sitting on my bed pondering about a dozen important things in my life. 


How I still haven't found the right guy.


Y'all I swear I could just keep on writing the whole day.


So...right. No guy. 


That girl who stares at expensive shops wishing (strike) wondering whether one day she will make it there. 


Someone who doesn't find it easy to make a lot of friends. And even if they exit, they're all miles and millllleeeess away.


I don't like the fact that I'm so HUNG UP on THAT ONE GUY texting me all the time.


So what?? He didn't text me for one day. BIG DEAL LOL.


I SWEAR HAVING GIRLS AS FRIENDS IS SOOO IMPORTANT. 
AND ALSO HAVING A WHOLE LOAD OF GUYS WHO ARE GOING TO TELL YOU HOW THE ONE GUY YOU WANT TO HEAR FROM TOTALLY DOES NOT DESERVE YOU.




~~Insane Little Brunette. My team and me. We keep winning.