A VERY, VERY DANGEROUS GIRL

I have a feeling things are going to go out of hand soon if I'm not careful.


I was standing in front of my bathroom mirror.


And my reflection spoke to me. Suddenly.


It said, "Bitch, you're operating on a dangerously high mindset."


And then I blinked.


I swear it was like I was two diffferent people.


One just standing doing nothing and the other standing more stylishly, head slightly tilted and looking deep into my eyes. 


She was gone in a second but I saw her. I swear.


But it made me stop. It made me think.


I am clearly someone else.


I am another person. 


I belong in a different world. 


I can already see glimpses of it. I see it when I'm walking surrounded by all these people here who now seem like strangers to me. Strangers I don't want to talk to.


I am gradually disconnecting from everyone.


I don't show it. I wear this mask like everything's normal. I wear this thick mask like the most skilled fakester that ever existed. 


But my truth...is somewhere else. 


This is all due to me reading like a hundred inspirational quotes like a lunatic everyday. When I read them, I see nothing else, I hear nothing else.
I am 1002% sure it's because of that.


And when you read something like that, everything inside you changes. Your reality changes. You're walking past people you knew and it's like their faces are changing. They seem more.....evil. Like, they're all planning to imprison you and hide you away. 


The trouble has begun. 



- Insane Little Brunette.

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