SHE LOVES HIM. WTF AM I EVEN DOING?!!

Wooooow Ouch.

So I have been dealing with my feelings quite gracefully. 

But sometimes I just can't ahahahah.

It's like I see him on Facebook posting all happy-happy pics with her and I laugh.

I don't know what else to do so I just laugh

Like, I SWEAR I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR THIS BULLSHIT AHAH.

Deep breath.

Yeah lol it's a phase. I'll be fine in 10 mins. 

But until then, whatever. 

I mean, it's so insane, SHE JUST LOVES HIM SO MUCH, you know????

Like, just the thought of her loving him that much makes me want to be like, "Wtf am I even doing?"

Like, she's a girl and I understand her sentiments and even though I have never loved a guy in my life, I am still trying to imagine the depth of her love for him.

I feel awkward and out of place.

Like, there are literally alarm bells going off in my mind telling me to stay away from dumb vibes like this and to focus on my personality and character.

Warning Bells be like "HEY YOU!!!!!!! YOU CRAZY, YOU!!!! There is a HUGE thing waiting for you!! Ignore this shit and keep moving ahead!! Magic is waiting for you right around the corner!! Go omg!!!!!"

Like, NO NO NO. These are two people, with completely different lives, living in a totally different world. 

Not my people. Not my world.

Ok, you know what? Y'all can do whatever y'all want to. I'm outta here.

Like OHHHHH MY GOD. WHO THE F*** DO YOU THINK I AM AHA.

AIN'T NOBODY GOT TIME TO BE CRUSHING ON YOUR MAN AHAH.

Keep him and be happy lol bye.

See? I told you. Give me 10 minutes. 

I slay even when I don't. I always slay. 

MY WORLD is somewhere else.

MY WORLD is someone else. 

I love you, Honey. Idk where you are but know that these are only temporary crushes, ok?

It's you, you, you. Always been you.

Xoxo

Insane Little Brunette.