MONDAYS

I want to change my Mondays.

Lol.

This is not the life I deserve.

Imma define what I deserve.

And going to work and getting stuck in traffic and stressing over what the boss is going to tell me and fearing getting fired is NOT GOING TO BE MY LIFE.

It's not going to be my life because I said so.

It's such a circle. Every single person complains how much they hate school/university/work and how much they hate going there everyday but nobody makes a genuine stubborn effort to change their life and get the hell out of there. 

And this thought haunts me.

I am not going to be that person

I AM NOT I AM NOT I AM NOT.

I can shout it out from the top of a building, I can run in the streets shouting that I am not ordinary, that I am special, that I am made for and that I deserve bigger things.

I deserve better because I say I do.

Xoxo

Insane little brunette