THE GIRL WHO DOESN'T GIVE A F***

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This is dumb shit. I am sitting in class and the fear is crawling in again.

WTF, I do not belong here.

Control the fear.

Why do I fear?

Because I don't know anything.

Omg!!

I'm in class right now and the professor was giving the schedule for the next two weeks before the semester exams and as she finished she said, "I hope everyone gives in their best" and without thinking I said, "LOL" loudly. And the class started laughing.

Ok here's some new news.

I'm getting a skateboard. 

I'm so hyped. 

This whole rebellious punk cool kid has always been attractive to me. I'm tired of being this good student who walks with her books and her head down. Like every other person. Like I got nothing else to do in life. 

They're teaching about pituitary glands and it's hormones and I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN DOING THIS SHIT MY ENTIRE LIFE. I did this in grade 8 and I'm still in the same place.

WELL B*TCH GUESS WHO'S LEAVING.

99% of the people around me are in the same place.

WELL IDK OK???? MAYBE THEY ARE MEANT TO BE HERE, MAYBE THEY BELONG HERE, MAYBE THIS IS THEIR CALLING. THAT'S WHY EVERYONE IS SO CONTENT.

Well not THIS B*tch.

God.

I have unanswered messages on my phone because like I told you, I snapped yesterday and I'm not in the mood to talk to anyone at the moment.

Xoxo,

Insane Little Brunette 

PS: I'm getting a skateboard (&$%!!!!!! I AM SOOOO EXCITED). And I'm going to teach myself how to ride it like a girl who doesn't give a f***.