MY INSTINCTS ARE DOPE, BTW

So I am currently on my way to a mall and umm I'm going there alone, obviously . 

I mean, listen. I am kinda really happy that I am strong enough to not try to forcefully "fit in and make friends" in a place where I CLEARLY DON'T belong but I also find myself wishing that my best friends were all here instead of literally being CONTINENTS AWAY. 

Whatever. Be tough and deal with it. And if everything happens for a reason, you gotta trust this one too. 

So I'm in the bus right now on my way to go get food and then get a professional to put the purple screen protector on my new iPhone 🐬🐬 (YASSS MY IPHONE IS GOING TO LOOK SO GOOD!!). I've never had an iPhone before and I'm liking this one a lot. Like, it doesn't even feel like my phone yet 'cause I used the previous one for 6 WHOLE YEARS and it was smaller. I could put this screen myself but I am GENUINELY SCARED of air bubbles so I'll just get it done at the store lmao). 

Like, I can't even stress how wrong this place is for me, because I would rather just type away than look at the people on the bus lol. It's not that I don't like them or I'm being extremely anti-social or something. It's just that sometimes there's just this BASIC INSTINCT INSIDE YOU that tells you where you belong and that tells you if certain people are right for you or not. 

And my instinct is f***ing SCREAMING AT ME and telling me to FIERCELY PROTECT WHO I AM AND STAY STRONG AND NOT NOT NOT FIT IN. 

I have never in my life even had such a voice telling me so  persistently and POWERFULLY what NOT to do.

Oh my God, the lady 2 seats away just sneezed WITHOUT A HANDKERCHIEF WTF. Like, lady!??!

I'm pretty sure the people in the bus probably think I'm crazy because I'm writing away and whatever I'm writing I'm physically saying it and it's audible so idk lol. Mind your own business.

YES!!! SEE?? That's exactly what I have to do!! Mind my own damn business, not stress over being alone all the time (damn I'm hungry) and just do me. 

I do me. I love me. I live me. 

Xoxo

Insane Little Brunette.

Ps: See this is why I yak so much. Like, I don't have a lot of people around here that I can connect with, so, talking to you like this makes me believe that maybe you and me have a connection.