GUYS WILL GET YOU AND GUYS WILL NOT

In the past few weeks, the only thing I've been doing again and again and again is protecting my energy.

Practising remembering who I am .

Practising telling myself that I do not belong where I currently am in life.

Practising patience. (When guys don't text me back lol)

Practising detachment. (So that I don't waste an entire day on a text back. I got my life and Imma keep it moving AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. I dont do it this well, but I figure if I write about it enough, I am going to get there)

Practising tolerance. People are stupid and I am not going to get lines on my beautiful face because of them.

Practising distinguishing between friends. Knowing who can handle me and backing off when someone says they dont wish to f*** with me. 

Ok so I am LEGIT at a point in my life where I can actually evaluate the people in my life. I'm seeing how different people respond differently to me.

For example, once I texted a friend 5 heart emojis (yellow) because I was feeling down and he was helping me feel better and I wanted to show my appreciation to him.

And he texted back 7 to me.

And when I did the same to another person, LOL HE LITERALLY FREAKED OUT and was like, "Why are you texting all these hearts?" and literally stopped talking to me lool. 

AND LISTEN OMG.

I texted one of my friends like 10 texts back-to-back yesterday because Idk I wanted to vent or something and he said, "my God, you're like an electric battery :P"

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I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LIKED THAT OMG.

It made me feel brilliant. 

These are people who get your craze.

These are people you really want in your life. 

~~Insane Little Brunette.