I LIKE HIM. HE DOESN'T LIKE ME.

Yesterday, I was obsessing over that guy again (the one who already has a girlfriend). THE ENTIRE F***ING DAY. Like, I couldn't do shit. I felt like shit. It was terrible. 

I texted him last night telling him how I'd had a shitty day and I wanted to hug him and sent him like a hundred hearts but idk I have a feeling he sensed it and he brushed it off. Politely, but he brushed it off.

..

There is a limit to which a girl can stand unrequited feelings.

And when it comes to me, I'm sorry but I DO NOT STAND being disrespected. Not even mildly.

And his brushing me off turned me the f*** off. 

I'm not saying he did anything wrong. He has a girlfriend. I honour his feelings and the limits he sets.

  

But I have to honour my feelings too. It's imperative and it forms a major part of self-love in a situation like this. I cannot feel ashamed of my feelings. And I don't lol.

He did his job. He drew a line.

Now I have to do mine.

Anyway, I texted 3 of my closest friends and told them that I was going to take a break from people for 3 days. No texting anybody.

Standards.

Xoxo

Insane Little Brunette