YOU CAN'T PLAY ME LIKE A TENNIS BALL

All these girls at uni thinkin they can make me jealous with their boyfriends 'cause I'm single af.

Bitch lol.

Y'all don't know me lol.

It's not IF you have someone.

It's WHO is that someone.

Anyway, it's the weekend and everyone at uni is going out.

Lucky people lol. At least they've found people they're comfortable and happy with.

I instead, am moving to good music in my room like a lunatic( I have violet reebok pants on, theyre sooo cool ) listening to 'Yoga' by Janelle ( LET YOUR BOOTY DO THAT YOGA) living my way through the process of changing my life.

I like this. 

When I go out, I constantly feel as if I'm wasting time instead of working towards a better life tomorrow. 

It's ok. I am alone, but not lonely. 

Going out is actually giving me a headache these days because I feel lonelier since these aren't my people.

I want to be an independant, strong-headed, this-b*tch-dont-need-nobody kinda person. 

Also when I'm on my blog, I'm not checking my phone constantly for texts or feeling miserable if I don't get any from people I want to talk to.

It's just me. Strong, sturdy, confident, doesn't need your attention, in my own lane, idgaf-what-you're-doing kinda girl.

This is a good person to be. I think.

This is my identity.

My self worth isnt going up and down in the time it takes for people to text me back.

And that is an AMAZING feeling. Working on what you love. And not feeling like a tennis ball being played back and forth by guys.

Xoxo

Insane little brunette