DAY 1 OF NO TEXTING

The morning was really good actually. I studied like 100 slides for my lab exam which is in less than a week. 

Didn't check texts, made inspirational memes, then slept.

Woke up, heard a childhood favourite "Asereje" by Las Ketchup and danced around my room thinking how good it would be to be THE girl who is always free, cheerful and doesn't obsess over some guy and dances away with happiness. Great moves, girl. 

And then the whole evening did nothing except read self love quotes and watch videos on Instagram (How he treats you shows how he feels about you; Remember who the f*** you are) bla bla. 

I haven't studied shit lol. 

And tomorrow is the exam I had been blogging about the last week and it's crazy how much I was stressed because now I literally don't give a f*** about passing or failing. Like, I didn't even bother revising.

I can't. I physically can't. 

I'm in a different mindset. I'm on a different level. I'm becoming a different person.

And I have to fight to protect this new one because I don't like the old one anymore.

Xoxo

Insane Little Brunette.